bye bye, Spica

I have many mixed emotions tonight as I write this ...
I am happy that my baby girl's cast is off.  I'm happy we're one step closer to healthy hips.  I'm happy the hardest part is past us. 
It's hard to see my baby in so much pain, though.  I hadn't expected it quite this much.  I had expected her to be in pain after surgery - that just makes sense.  I understood that we should anticipate her to be uncomfortable after the cast removal since she hasn't moved her legs in six weeks.  What I didn't anticipate was the pain she has been in.  It's breaking my heart.  I hate that she's in pain.  I wish I had planned for this possibility in my schedule, seeing as I work tomorrow - it's hard knowing she'll be here and uncomfortable and I won't be able to be with her.

Otherwise, all went well.  Both of her hips are in place - yay!  Her left hip is starting to develop more, which Dr Olney was pleased with.  We go back to see him in six weeks.  Until then, we're back in the Rhino cruiser for 20ish hours a day - 1.5hrs out in the morning and at night and the other hour can accumulate through feedings, diaper changes, car travel, etc ...