I've largely been in denial. I have moments where I freak out about Annabelle's upcoming surgery, and then they're over. It was too far away to really freak out about.
Then September hit.
Then October hit.
But we still had my cousin Jill's wedding to get through, as her surgery isn't until after the wedding.
The wedding is now over. I'm packing my bag for the hospital and I'm starting to freak out. I'm packing teeny tiny t-shirts that I've collected over the last 5 months that she will (hopefully) be able to wear over her cast.
I'm playing with her tiny legs, savoring her chubby little thighs knowing they'll be out of commission for 6 weeks.
Praying she's not going to be in much pain. Praying all goes well and this is the last surgery she has to endure. Praying for peace for myself. Praying for the doctors and nurses who will care for my little girl.
Praying ......
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